OUCH OUCH OUCH…THAT HURTS!
Three Aleve later I have rythmic cramping that is enough to turn my pale pallor even paler apparently. Coupled with the need to go to the bathroom every hour on the hour. This despite only having consumed 10 oz of Diet Caffeine Free Diet Pepsi, and 20 oz of Decafinated Black Tea.
Things are definantely moving along however. There is no doubt about it. I thought maybe I would be a little sad at the site of the the blood, I am really not. I am relieved. Someone on DS in the miscarriage support group basically told me I was cold and callous since after all I am loosing my baby. To which I responded…I know this sounds strange, but you need to realize I said good bye to my baby two weeks ago. Now I am eager to move on, and with the arrival of blood I am able to do just that. Incidentally turns out this woman is 5 weeks pregnant. So I chalk it up to hormones.
I also have come across this really nice site.
She has some items on E.bay but I found her actual website as well. I decided to order the key chain w/the baby feet at the bottom.
I emailed her regarding the cost, and she responded almost immediately. She said she can do the December birth stone along with the conception and loss month if I wanted. I told her to please do December, and then pink and blue with the baby feet at the bottom. She said if I paid today she would ship tomorrow. I will take an actual photo of the product when it arrives.
I am so tired. I was in bed by 8:00 last night, and Jake tells me asleep by 8:30. Today I think its going to be in bed by 5:05, and out by 5:10…of course waking up every so often to make sure I am not having a flood…